Thursday, April 24, 2008

fail MASB113

astaghfiruLlah, a burden to shoulder..failing my subject was really a big test on me. Allah, you have given me so much, and its Your right to test your servants to see whom really have faith in you. i've committed so much sins in the past, so many time i've forgotten You, taken You lightly..and its only fair of whats happened to me, to remind me of my doings.

having to know i'll loose my scholarship next semester, really puts some thinking in me. fuuh! live goes on. either we like it or not. we choose the path we want. and seems like i've choosen mine. to loose that scholarship..tambah pulak la beban umi abi nak cover perbelanjaan aku, kereta aku pakai lagi, hostel, macam-macamlah. hutang abi aku tak bayar lagi~ (-_-!) 

hutang tetap hutang!

back to my F grade for MASB113 (Malaysian Studies), the night before, i was not doing much of usnudzon (having good thoughts of others). infact, i kept blaming the lecturer for maybe wrongly keying the grades, or miss placed my assingments or just doesnt like me at all. he was quite a troublesome and fussy lecturer as he demanded all assingments to be handed colour printed plus big pictures. he also doesnt teach much like for the 2 hours classes, 1 hour if for coffe talk, 30 minutes of his depressed feelings on the class and the last 30 minutes is our lecture. ngahahaha! i usually sleep during the entire class although i always sit amongst the first row or 2nd or 3rd row. siap ternganga lagi kadang-kadang~

but i was totally wrong. he was kinda anoyying. but he tried to help me when i came to see him this morning. and it turned out that i was the one to be blamed for the F grade. i wrongly missed a zero in my ID number. instead of ME078047, i wrote ME07847..there was only 1 paper left on his desk unowned. and my marks were without a finals. thus making me fail. the unowned paper went from one section to the other.but the other lecturers say its not from theirs. the paper scored 40/50..thats big A. alhamduliLlah, it turned out the paper was mine..hahaha. cuai giler aku nih..

he helped me write the appologizing letter to the dean..and hopefully will be setteled by next week insyaAllah..

lesson learned today: always have good thoughts of others. akh AKAD used to say that we must have atleast 70 good reasons for someone. if you have all 70, the 71 will likely be ok for us to think bad of one else. nevertheless, always usnudzon!

here's some eye pleasure. after meeting the lecturer and setteling my grade, i went to mines wonderland and did some little filming. not much as the camera broke down. enjoy.


Tuesday, April 22, 2008


today i had the chance to follow abi and hear his talk to some elders in a 'PROGRAM MOTIVASI WARGA EMAS' near Sg. Congkak. presicely at Nur Lembah Pangsun, just after Sg. Congkak, quite a nice place, maybe could hold a parkour camp there some day ^_^

well, i didnt really got the topic of abi's talk, but summerising it, its about how we live life as muslims. and the entire talk was basically around 'where we came and to where we're going' idea. this he took the confucius philosophy where they say that life is between 'not knowing' and 'cant remember'.."where were you from/how were you born?" hmmm, can't remember. "where are you heading after death?" hmmm, don't know..perhaps don't care!?
if we master these questions, our lives are much meaningfull as we have a starting point and we know where to end. these are answered clearly in the Quran and Hadiths. the Quran even stated the human developement in the womb scientifically way years before modern scientist knew it. thus, to what reason do I neglect this understanding!? dont i claim im in faith of Allah?

years i've shared this in usrah, 'we decide!'..'hidayah is given to each and everyone, but what makes it different between the believers and non-believers? is the choice that they make, the choice we make'. but to where do i stand in my own preachings? to where does my decision takes me..its not like 'pika-chu! i choose you!', but rather HELL or HEAVEN. owh Lord, do protect me from the wrong doings i've done. guide me into doing the right things. lead me to You.

i'm a believer..but am i a strong believer?

abi shared the story during the Khandak War or also known as Al-Ahzab..the war where Prophet Muhammad pbuh with the early believers dug trenches around Madinah to face the whole arab jazirah. during the digging process, sahabats came with a big boulder in the middle of the dug out trench, unable to break it down, they called the Prophet in favour of help. Prophet Muhammad hit the boulder 3 times. the first hit gave out a white colour light, where he was seen with palaces of Persia. the second hit gave a red light which was pictured with palaces of Rome and the last one was a light that lit the whole universe. (it was also believed that those red/white colour where the reason why most of nusantara countries have flags baring those colours, including some politic parties like the original PAS flag and UMNO). during this event, come out the hadith promising that Persia and Rome will be defeated by islam.
being out numbers, materially uneven and surrounded..yet given a hope of truth that islam will have its rise.
us, being in this situation, we may as well ask when! typically a clear indication of weak faith in Ar-Rasul's words. but them, the sahabats, eagerly asked which one would fall first!

thus replied 'the empire of constantine'..

upon hearing this, the sahabats dreamnt of leading the invasion army into constantine. yet, after umar al-khattab, kilafah ummaiyah, khilafah abbasiah. the city stood tall. till then came along Muahammad Al-Fatih who opened the city. after the war, he gathered all his men.standing.

"for those who has missed his fardhu prayers even once..sit down"
not one of his army sat
"for those who has missed his sunat rowatib prayers even once..sit down"
half of his army men sat
"for those who has missed his qiammullail even once..sit down"
all his men sat, but one..he him self..Muhammad Al-Fatih

it was also recorded that a hadith said that constantine will fall into the hands of a soleh army lead by the most soleh of them all. and it was true. Persia had its down fall. so true of what Ar-Rasul once said. Rome? some said that Rome is still yet to fall. the power of the west. the vatican.

and where do stand to believe its down fall? to what extend do my efforts go into the promise given by the Prophet?

Palestine..too has been honoured the promise of victory. to where does my effort go into the promise given? its no 'cakap kosong' will happen! and yet, i choose to where i stand. a by-stander or the one who gives his life into the efforts of freeing Al-Aqsa?

parkour? what has this helped towards reviving islam? maybe my dreams are too big..or am i not strong enough to full fill this role?

azam, irsyad, amir, ammar, amirul, siddiq, acap, abudi, amin, budak2 hira', budak2 hidayah johor..and soooo many others..what have i lead them to? being strong myself isnt good enough. i must strenghten others. and iman comes first. not physical.

"those good during their jahiliyah, will be good as muslims"..thus Allah, make this turning point. give me the chance of being a better muslim, and make me take it. grant me khusyuk in my prayers, strengthen my takwa towards You. give me strength to overcome the obstacles of live, just like You gave me phisically.

make me live a muslim, die a muslim.

lahirnya disambut bang,
matinya dilepaskan solat,
antara bang dan solat,
alahai hidup, alangkah singkat"

in this short much have i given for islam? how much have i ambitioned the promises of Ar-Rasul and You? questions never seem to be answered each time i review them...

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Eksplorasi Menara Ilmu 2008

Eksplorasi Menara Ilmu 2008 (EMI '08)

25 hingga 27 April 2008/
18 hingga 20 Rabiulakhir 1429H (Jumaat hingga Ahad)


Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia (Hari Pertama)
dan Kem Sri Raudah, Gombak
(Hari Kedua dan Ketiga)


RM 40 sahaja!

Pertubuhan Jamaah Islah Malaysia (JIM) dan
Kelab Rakan Siswa Islah Malaysia (Karisma)

Ha, apa lagi! Ajak anak, cucu, adik, saudara, kawan, jiran untuk
memeriahkan program tahunan ini!

Sebarang kemusykilan dan untuk urusan pendaftaran, boleh hubungi:
Bro. Danny (012-930 7522) dhanysarip@gmail. com
Bro. Wan Am (012-661 5745)

Aturcara Program

Hari Pertama (25 April 2008/Jumaat)

9.00 pagi – 10.40 pagi
Pendaftaran dan Kudapan

10.40 pagi – 11.00 pagi

11.00 pagi – 12.00 tengahari
Nyalaan Ukhuwwah 1:

Ayuh Kenal Yuk!

12.00 tengahari – 12.30 tengahari
Makan Tengahari

12.30 tengahari – 2.30 petang
Solat Zohor berjemaah/Jumaat di Masjid Negeri, Shah Alam

2.45 petang – 4.00 petang
Ceritera Sukses 1:

Resipi Sukses Mahasiswa Cemerlang

4.00 petang – 4.45 petang
Lepaklah Geng! 1:

Latihan Dinamika Kumpulan 1

4.45 petang – 5.15 petang
Solat Asar berjemaah dan Minum Petang

5.15 petang – 6.15 petang
Lepaklah Geng! 2:

Presentasi: Eksplorasi Menara Ilmu

6.15 petang – 7.20 petang
Makan Malam dan Khidmat Diri

7.20 petang – 7.45 petang
Solat Maghrib berjemaah

7.45 petang – 8.30 malam
Halaqah Ilmiah 1:

Meniti Hikayat Sirah Pemuda

8.30 malam – 9.00 malam
Solat Isyak berjemaah

9.00 malam – 11.00 malam
Ceritera Sukses 2:

Forum: Langkah Menuju Jaya

11.00 malam – 11.30 malam
Lepaklah Geng! 3:

Latihan Dinamika Kumpulan 3

11.30 malam
Minum Malam dan Beradu

Hari Kedua (26 April 2008/Sabtu)

5.00 pagi – 6.30 pagi
Munajat Cinta Teragung dan Solat Subuh berjemaah

6.30 pagi – 7.15 pagi
Halaqah Ilmiah 2:

Mengakrabi Tuhan, Mengakrabi Rakan

7.30 pagi – 11.00 pagi
Nyalaan Ukhuwwah 2:

Tafakur Alam Rimba

11.30 pagi – 12.30 tengahari
Khidmat Diri

12.30 tengahari – 1.30 petang
Makan Tengahari

1.30 petang – 2.00 petang
Solat Zohor berjemaah

2.00 petang – 3.00 petang
Ceritera Sukses 3:

Forum: Persimpangan Cinta dan Cita-Cita

3.00 petang – 3.45 petang
Lepaklah Geng! 4:

Latihan Dinamika Kumpulan 3

3.45 petang – 4.15 petang
Persiapan untuk MANIS

4.15 petang – 4.45 petang
Minum Petang dan Solat Asar berjemaah

4.45 petang – 6.30 petang
Nyalaan Ukhuwwah 3:

Cergas Cetus Cerdas

6.30 petang – 7.30 petang
Makan Malam dan Khidmat Diri

7.30 petang – 7.45 petang
Solat Maghrib berjemaah

7.45 petang – 8.30 malam
Halaqah Ilmiah 3:

Peranan Pemuda Menjunjung Agama

8.30 malam – 9.00 malam
Solat Isyak berjemaah

9.00 malam – 9.40 malam
Lepaklah Geng! 5:

Presentasi: Ta'aruf Karisma

9.40 malam – 10.00 malam
Persiapan Akhir MANIS

10.00 malam – 11.30 malam
Nyalaan Ukhuwwah 4:

Malam Nurani Intepretasi Seni (MANIS)

11.30 malam
Minum Malam dan Beradu

Hari Ketiga (27 April 2008/Ahad)

6.00 pagi – 6.30 pagi
Solat Subuh berjemaah

6.30 pagi – 7.30 pagi
Halaqah Ilmiah 4:

Sahsiah Mahasiswa Mukmin

7.30 pagi – 8.15 pagi
Nyalaan Ukhuwwah 5:

Riang Ria Riadah

8.00 pagi – 9.00 pagi
Sarapan dan Khidmat Diri

9.00 pagi – 10.30 pagi
Ceritera Sukses 4:

Misi Agung Mahasiswa Muslim

10.30 pagi – 11.45 pagi
Lepaklah Geng! 6:

Bengkel Jejak Karisma

11.45 pagi – 12.45 tengahari
Ceritera Sukses 5:

Bersiap Siaga Menangkis Cabaran

12.45 tengahari – 1.30 petang
Majlis Penutup

1.30 petang – 1.45 petang
Motivasi Perpisahan

1.15 petang – 1.30 petang
Solat Zohor berjemaah

1.30 petang

Di antara tetamu khas yang bakal menggegarkan program ini:

1. En. Razali Rashid

2. Dr. Hafidzi Mohd Noor

3. Prof. Madya Dr. Harlina Halizah Hj. Siraj

4. Ustaz Dr. Samsuri Sharif

5. Puan Rosmawati Zainal

dan ramaaaiii lagiii!

Jom! Cepat-cepat mendaftar!


"EMI sememangnya memberi satu nafas baru dalam memahami kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar. Dibantu dan diberi tunjuk ajar oleh fasilitator yang mesra dan mantap membuatkan saya lebih yakin dalam merancang halatuju untuk mencapai kejayaan dan matlamat hidup."

Said Imaduddeen Norhisham

Peserta EMI '06. Beliau kini menekuni ilmu dalam bidang Sains Biologi di Pusat Asasi Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia.

"Saya mendapati EMI sangat baik untuk pemantapan akidah dan jati diri dalam usaha bergelar mahasiswa dan menjadi insan yang berjaya. Program ini banyak memberi bantuan dan kefahaman untuk melangkah ke alam yang lebih mencabar."

Mohd Arrobe' Ahmad Baei

Peserta EMI '06. Beliau kini sedang melanjutkan pelajaran di Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia di dalam bidang Sains Biologi.

"Program EMI memberi banyak faedah di samping memperluaskan pengetahuan dalam pelbagai bidang. Kebanyakan slot dipenuhi dengan input yang banyak membantu saya dalam menempuh hidup. Aktiviti yang tidak kurang hebatnya membuktikan EMI sangat seronok dan menjanjikan anda kenangan yang manis!"

Murshidah Mazlan

Peserta EMI '06. Beliau kini sedang mengejar cita-cita untuk bergelar pengamal Undang-undang di Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia.

"Program EMI mengajar saya untuk mengenal kehidupan di universiti melalui perkongsian dari fasilitator yang berpengalaman. Selain itu, saya dapat berkenalan dengan rakan-rakan serta fasilitator yang sangat mesra. Pengalaman bersama EMI tidak dapat saya lupakan."

Nuh Zuleffendi

Peserta EMI '06. Beliau kini berada dalam Tahun 1 di Kulliyyah Kejuruteraan, Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia.

"EMI ialah suatu wadah alternatif bagi lepasan SPM dari seluruh Malaysia untuk mengeratkan silaturrahim, bertukar fikiran dan mengisi kebosanan sementara menanti kemasukan ke IPT. Pendedahan tentang kehidupan di IPT telah banyak membantu saya sehingga saya berjaya tersenarai dalam Senarai Dekan. Terima kasih EMI, ia sungguh bermakna dalam hidupku!"

Marwan Abdullah

Peserta EMI '07. Beliau bakal meneruskan pengajian Ijazah Sarjana Muda Undang-undang di Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia tidak lama lagi.

"Melalui EMI, saya dapat belajar dengan lebih mendalam segenap hal yang berkaitan dengan dunia mahasiswa. EMI juga merupakan tapak permulaan dalam mengenali kehidupan yang Islamik di kampus. Sangat rugi jika tidak sertai!"

Ahmad Fahmi Mohd Faudzi

Peserta EMI '07. Beliau kini siswa dalam bidang Senibina dan Rekaan Persekitaran di Pusat Asasi Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia.

"Setelah menyertai program EMI, saya mendapat banyak informasi tentang bidang kerjaya yang boleh diceburi selain mendidik saya berkenaan peluang yang boleh diambil dan cara untuk menuju ke bidang yang saya minati. EMI juga mempunyai ahli panel iaitu mahasiswa yang yang datang dari segenap IPT di Malaysia. Dari situ saya dapat membuat pilihan terbaik dalam memohon mana-mana universiti."

Muhammad Ghazali Md Nor

Peserta EMI '07. Beliau kini sedang menyudahkan pengajian dalam bidang Sains Hayat di Pusat Asasi Sains Universiti Malaya.

"EMI merupakan titik tolak bagi saya menceburkan diri dalam bidang dakwah. Sedikit sebanyak dapat menyedarkan saya tentang peri pentingnya mengamalkan hidup Islam dan menjadi pendakwah."

Muhammad Nuruddin Mohd Yusof

Peserta EMI '07. Beliau kini menuntut di Pusat Asasi Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia di dalam jurusan Sains Kesihatan Bersepadu.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

usrah 12

hahaha..planning to post next week but got interested just now, so didnt want to hesitate..i'm eventually putting 'fa' to practice..^_^

had an usrah session just now with akh Riza at his house in UNITEN. it was raining heavily but 6 of us managed to make it, but i got there after the tadarus session.hohoho..bilal, asrol, uqasyah, ali and syafiq..

alhamduliLlah, the tafsir was on surah ad-Dhuha..many interesting points discussed, but the main event was still yet to akh Riza brought front Fiqh Dakwah by Al-Marhum Syeikh Mustafa Masyhur he opened up


wow! i thought i was way too young for the it should be discussed in module 7 or sumthing and i'm currently in 5-6..

nevertheless, akh Riza persuaded that it was time for the topic. during the discussion, there were afew jokes i didnt understand..hahahaha..wonder why? memang sah belum sampai masa aku~

nyw, foundation of an islamic family institution starts with good individual muslims..which will then bring effects to the community hopefully building a muslim society..
7 maratib amal:
1. individual muslims
2. baitul muslim
3. islamic society
4. islamic government
5. free from invasion
6. khilafah
7. ustaziatul alam

1st step into building an islamic family would be finding the right couple. a hadith stated that amongst the criteria for a wife, one should look into her family background, wealth, looks and her deen (religion). and the deen is the one should be 1st priority..

the couple should be one who'll support the duty of a daie, also a daie her self..'sefikrah' will help this agenda even though mixed marriage (between different jamaahs..hahaha) is ok.'sefikrah' doesnt really mean same jamaah but rather both have same objectives and are willing to do whats needed to gain that objective.

the story of As-Syahid Imam Hassan Al-Banna took us into perspective where once his son was seriously ill. but he had a talk to deliver. as he was about to departure from his house, his wife asked what will she do if the son dies (or sumthing like that)..As-Syahid replied, "his grandfather will know where to bury his body".

2nd things is that in building a family, one should always realize that its not about breeding! for those who understand the responsibility of reviving the Khilafah System should always be objective oriented as quoted from ustaz Salam. thus, 'menjaga kemandirian spesis' or 'naluri kemanusiaan' is nothing to be compared to building future generation of daies who'll continue to revive the system once ruled 2/3 of the world.

take the 1st hadith of 'matan arbain' (hadith 40), on niat or intention.."..those who perform hijrah for the sake of Allah and His messenger will gain Allah's blessings, but for those who perform hijrah for the sake of dunia (world) will get only that.."

really up to us to decide..

3rd point would be to be helpfull towards each other. be supportive. urge good doings. ( lazy mood is on..suddenly..hahaha)

all in all..benefited from tonights session very much indeed.
'islamic family institution'..i'm in one..but will i build one? or 2? or 4? hmmmmm~

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Daurah Penggerak IPTDHL

fuh, alhamduliLlah..finished my final 2nd year exam last thursday. its a good feeling to be back writing on this blog after all the chaos happening since earlier this semester with elected as vice president of rowing club, ajk MPP, SERIKANDI 2008 and the struggle to gain back my 3pointer..

i read at some webpage quoting "if Allah brings you to it, He'll take you through it"..thus insyaAllah, i do pray i can get back my scholarship next semester.just to lessen the burden my family's shouldering and spend it more on my madu's.

so, to celebrate..celebrate? boleh laa..i attended a daurah session with syafiq. earlier on, i wanted to bring along gg and mel but wasnt the right module yet! so till next time aight guys.

on the way, syafiq messaged akh Riza, my naqib, informing that we were on our way to the program not knowing that he was actually the speaker.later on that program, he told that he was away to China since last thursday (which i didnt know, sebab ponteng usrah~hoho..tak ah, busy study) and only managed to send sms'es abroad with only in the end, only Bilal got the news of the program, while Syafiq and me through akh Aizuddin. frankly speaking, thats how Allah plans His servant's journey..

upon our arrival at Masjid UKM, we met akh AKAD who was performing his tahiyatul masjid and dhuha prayers. very dedicated and istiqamah with his ibadah. and i could strongly say that he's one of those who walks their talks even though with a little disadvantage since his brain surgery last 8 years or so.

the morning session was on Dakwah Fardhiyah and Ciri2 Daie..Dakwah Fardhiyah was discussed based on As-Syahid Syeikh Mustafa Masyhur's writing. amongst the points taken were;

1. TAARUF.berupaya membina hubungan yang baik dan akrab dengan madu'. hmmm..been doing this but so little outcomes. but i'm greatful for the ones that stick. after this, must make this one a big priority so the ones that stick will stick forever! i'd like to share one of my practice with juniors, is that i give them my used text books..lend them my notes, which had to be returned to me at the end of the semester..and also find 2nd hand books for them. in certain way, they feel much appriciated.

2. BANGKITKAN IMAN. not only we hang out together, but i do need to inject them with curiosity on the situation the ummah is in. akh Riza shared the idea of throwing rethorical question like when we join them to eat, we ask a question to trigger the mind like "ape ek orang palestine sekarang tengah makan?"..

akh Riza also quoted a verse form the Quran, surah Muddathir: "wahai orang yang berselimut, bangunlah dan berilah peringatan". this was related to the Ikhwanul Muslimeen who raised their awareness and pioneereed the call to regain back the khilafah system. it only took them 4 years. (1924 the down fall of khilafah - 1928 the uprise of IM)

Ustaz Salam shared a tafsir of the 2nd ayah where the word 'fa' was used to bring the meaning of 'and' between 'bangunlah/awaken' and 'berilah peringatan/give preachings of the truth'. those who are quite familiar with common arab languang would use 'wa' to give the same meaning. but according to tafsir, 'fa' was to mean 'directly after without any hesitation or delay'..hummm, wonder how much time i took to just wake up..and get myself started?

3. BAIKI KEADAAN DENGAN SIBGHATULLAH. atleast the minimum of islam. halal-haram settle..yep, i noticed this since many of my madu' dont really care about their aurats. well atleast they pray, right!

4. IBADAH SYAMIL. sharing the understanding that ibadah isnt only things ritual related, or performed only at mosques..but everything done with the intention of gaining Allah's blessings are ibadah. let us try little by little.. chot, a house mate, took the initiative of sticking up mutabaah amal forms for each person of the house. yeah we ticked it inconsistently but it showed progress.
"berbondong-bondong jadi gunung,
perlahan-lahan jadi gunung Tahan" said akh AKAD that day.




ouh..sorrylah tak dapat nak elaborate. kemalasan melanda. actually this is my second time writing the same post as the previous one was unintentionally istiqamah ku hanya setakat ini. well, till the next post which is scheduled next week.hehehe

you guys could read up the original piece from: