yes, i know, it's been quite some time since i last posted any writings on this blog. reason is that i've been so occupied with my final year studies. the final project; which is a pure headache plus other subject projects that ends up with pending the final project. with the cycle, i ended up getting everything at halt. superb.
i've never faced a more tense phase such as the past 3 months. gastric, migraine, food poison and lost of appetite. even till now, i'm still trying to get my old self back in shape; physically, mentally and spiritually. parkour training has stopped since a month back, my hafadzan hasn't progressed, book reading is slowly progressing, alhamdulillah, and i'm still missing in action within the pkmy local scene, especially with some new projects at hand. the KBS project has already been taken care of by the others, alhamdulillah, even though deeply i think most of them are mad at me due to me cutting of myself from the 'outside' world.
the final project has finally ended. all the depression and frustration has finally come to a stop. one thing i've learn throughout the process is; procrastination kills! everything at hand should be treated equally important depending on where we stand. juggling between da'wah and studies, each matter is as important as the other. further on, everything that we do shouldn't be taken lightly, like for exmple; i've sustained my existence in UNITEN just so that i could continue being apart of the campus da'wah activities, while neglecting any extra achievements or excelling in any activities..studies is just for the sake of so that i don't get expelled from UNITEN. this misconception has taken it's toll. but everything for sure has it's hikmah. if i wasn't who i was back then, i wouldn't be me as i am today.
ever since my absent from this blog, it's not that i've not been writing. all the new sets of write ups are posted in my second blog (www.nafsuntudhi.blogspot.com - JIWA yang menerangi). so from now on, JIWA yang menerangi will be my academic writing archive. while this blog (www.qayyimhafidzi.blogspot.com - Writing 'Iman'tionally) will continue it's purpose of updating my personal life experience to the world. so do visit both blogs..if it even strike any interest in you~
latest posts on JIWA yang menerangi:
other updates is that Darul Khair (DK) will be moving to a new location. the issue is not moving out, but the moneyyyyyy! 3 of the members are now fresh graduates with no other income except our savings. the cost estimated is around RM500 perperson..yeah, nice right!? the current house expenses for this month hasn't even been settled due to our commitment to our final projects. yes, again procrastination plays it's part here and succeeded!
i still remember that after ech final semester, just as everyone was getting ready to depart their own ways, we'd remind ourselves that next semester must be better. no more procrastination. no more going late to class. and so many other 'no more'..this time, we've reached the end of the semester. the list of 'no more' continues to linger in our minds. but the problem is that there's no more next semester.
all the 5 years memories could be flashed back within just a few seconds. it shows how fast time flies. you reach the end without any time to reflect back. same in life. and that's why the prophet Muhammad pbuh said "those who are clever are those who think (prepared for) of death." yes, and Steven Covey has rephrased this with "begin with the end in mind" in his well known 7 habits of highly influential people.
well, that should be enough for now. insyaAllah i'll try my best to update this blog regularly..when there is actually something beneficial to write about :)
"Karena sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan,
sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.
Maka apabila kamu telah selesai (dari sesuatu urusan),
kerjakanlah dengan sungguh-sungguh (urusan) yang lain
dan hanya kepada Tuhanmulah hendaknya kamu berharap."